Invincible

I want to seem invincible by all my friends. Regardless of how well they know me, how long they've known me, or any of that shit. I just want to seem invincible.

Like nothing can ever break me down.

Like nothing phases me.

And writing all these posts about my feelings, certainly shows the opposite huh?
I really want to seem strong. I really do. Even if inside I'm not. I just want to seem like the girl that's always happy no matter what the fuck happens. Like every other person.

And it's really funny. I hate going with what everyone wants. I hate doing what everyone else does. But everyone wants to be "invincible" and "strong". Some can pull it off, and some break down in the process. It's all the same.

I wish my friends would think that I'm "invincible" or "a really happy person". I really do.