Tumblr;

I can't blog on Tumblr anymore. It just feels so damn unnatural.

It's okay though, I realized that I shouldn't delete it. Tumblr shows me people's inner thoughts, their secrets, the little things on their minds, the quotes people live by, the pictures that give people hope. And mine, too. I'verespected someone more because of the things they write on tumblr, the reasons for their actions, their true colors. So I wouldn't delete my tumblr. Not to mention, I get to look at all my past posts and laugh at how stupid I was back then.

When I pour my heart out on tumblr, I feel so vulnerable. I feel like I'm at my weakest state when I blog on tumblr. And that's the last thing I want others to think of me. I have too many people I know in real life there. I even went out of my way to make a private tumblr, but even then. People I knew still followed me, just the ones I trusted more. Even so, it still felt awkward. It felt like I was lying. I wanted certain posts to be seen by everyone, and certain posts seen by no one. Originally, tumblr was okay because the only people that actually read my posts were people I didn't even fucking know. But now, everyone's getting a tumblr. 

And honestly? I feel suffocated. I feel trapped. So, therefore I got a blogger. It's not as fancy as tumblr, but it'll suffice.